Failure · Loss · Mental Health · Mental Illness · Seeking Help · Self Harm · Stressful Situations · The Future · Uncategorized

Tidal Wave

“Sometimes the person you’d take a bullet for is the one standing behind the trigger” I’m not sure where I’m going with this post. Coincidentally, much like my life lately. I’m not sure where things are heading. It’s not just one feeling, it’s a million feelings coming at me like a tidal wave. I’ve been […]

Depression · Difficult Decisions · Failure · Finding Myself · Loss · Mental Illness · Seeking Help · Self Harm · Speaking Up · Stress · Stressful Situations

Roller Coaster

Sometimes it feels like I’m on a roller coaster that doesn’t stop, a series of ups and downs. As soon as things look up there’s always a 5ft drop. The year after high school ended and going into college, I started becoming super close with my friend and her family who lived in my hometown,… Continue reading Roller Coaster

Depression · Mental Illness · Self Harm · Stressful Situations · Suicide

Where it all started

*Trigger warning* I’ll start with some boring background information on how it all started. My childhood was for the most part normal, I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis at a young age which made my childhood a little bit different but not much. I didn’t let my disease define me. My parents fought and eventually… Continue reading Where it all started

Anxiety · Informative · Obsessive Compulsive Disorder · OCD · Panic Disorder · Self Harm · Student · Uncategorized

What It Means (for me) To Have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Hi there! I suppose I should say a thing or two about myself before anything else. I’m a first year Physics student at UOIT (although I recently switched from Engineering), I’m very passionate about physics and maths, I love film and video games, I’m an aviation and railway enthusiast, but most importantly I love music. My friends… Continue reading What It Means (for me) To Have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Depression · Informative · Opt Ed · Self Harm · Student · UOIT Mental Health Services

Thoughts on Suicide..

** WARNING**: Possible trigger for some; please read with caution to your own mental health Sometimes I’ll pass by someone on the street and they are just glowing with happiness and it makes me think, I wonder if they always look so happy… is that a reality people actually face? Where they can spend a… Continue reading Thoughts on Suicide..